I can't wait until we have moved house and I can get back into some sort of routine. I know I said I would be happy if I maintained my weight between a couple of weeks ago and when we move and I am, but i'm not happy. I'm sick of being this size. I'm sick of the hot weather and the sweating and the ill fitting clothes and the lack of compliments about my weight loss.
When the band did our last show a few weeks ago, someone asked me how long I had to go. I hate that. How on earth can anyone think i'm pregnant - and nearly ready to pop. I'm back to the stage where i'm disgusted with myself and I really need to do something about it. I was determined to get back on the treadmill this morning but DS woke up at 2am and didn't go back to sleep until 5am - so I needed the sleep more than getting up at 5.30am to walk.
Now it's too hot to do anything. I can't wait until we have moved into our house and we have the air cond put in, life will be so much better.
On a happier note, you didn't hear this from me but it's Michelle's birthday today. Pop over to her blog and wish her happy birthday! I'll suffer the consequences later! LOL.
Bri
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The "how long" comments are horrific - I remember my 6yo cousin once asking me when the baby was coming, it was horrible enough explaining to a CHILD that you're just fat.
Good motivation to get moving though :-)
Thanks for the heads-up, I'm off to see Michelle!!
Blabbermouth!!!!!!!!!!!
Love you BRi...
Sorry to hear about the nasty comments you have been receiving. If I was you, I'd use them as motivation to get back on track. I know you can do it, you just have to be motivated and take one step at a time.
Its all perspective. I would love to be your weight!!! I would slap that person who thought you were pregnant. sssslllllAAPPP LOL If they think you are pregnant they must thinki I'm about to have sextuplets!!!
LOL you dag :-P You're not allowed to call yourself those things and it was Michelle's bday hey? Something weird happened. I receieved a bday e-card from her yesterday (or the day before)!? It's not my bday and now I know it was hers, that's even weirder now LOL.
It'll be easier to get back on track when you've got the routine back also. Just do the best you can babe, no pressure :-)
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